its been a long journey
I started at the bottom with absolutly nothing. i came from mojave dessert from having nothing with my mom in a mobilehome barly being able to afford food, clothes ,haircuts etc. i came from a very poor community struggling to pay rent.. Living from home to home and at one point homless for weeks!!! I been through up and down obsticles and learned a lot from my right and wrongs, and what i've experienced and been through in life. Now i understand what i want in life from what i have been through and seen on this long journey ive been walking on!!
i recorded my first song on my friend Jeffry Leibermans portable studio with a 20$ mic. after that i knew what i loved and wanted to do in life nothing else.
after that no one would let me record for some reason and always pushed me to the side..
So i went out and bought my own audio recording program and a 100$ mic... and went from there....
now i own my own studio, camcorder, camera ,and upgraded all my studio gear to top notch..
I earned everything on my own by hard work and being determined to my passion and dream.
after recording my first song i than realized i wanted nothing else more than to be making music for other's to relate to!!!!
I was a drop out student ever since the 4th grade.
i slowly dissconnected from school due to not knowing how bad my vision was!
i knew i could not see the chalk board but teachers always thought i was trying to be a class clown,
it put me down and my self esteem.
they would move me closer to the chalk board and when i still couldn't see they sent me to the principl's office for being a class clown.
i was a loner from 1st to 4th grade so it pushed me to start hanging out with the troubled kids.
i got into smoking weed after that and other trouble making problems getting expelled from every school i went to.
Than i got skipped from 4th grade to 6th grade by my mom,
then she some how skipped me from 6th grade to 9th grade.
I only did a couple months and failed every class.
So once i hit highschool in Rosamond CA. my best friends started hanging out with the popular crowd and pushed me to the side and making fun of me because i wasn't cool enough for the rest and didn't have the money to look cool like them.
So once again, i became a loner after that and lost all my best friends, from what i thought they were till i got older and understood that they weren't even my friends in the begining.
After a few months of highscool in Rosamond CA, we moved to Lake Elsinore CA.
I did three months or so in Lake Elsinore high school untill i got kicked out and expelled for figthing and other childhood problems a teenager has.
So from there i went on home study.
I made a major change and made several friends and felt liked and loved by everyone about me.
I started making a lot of friends and my life story went from being an outcast to being known by everyone.
About a year later down the line my sister took me to an eye doctor about the age of 16 to find out that i am legally blind without glasses.
so then i found out why i was lacking on my education, because before 5th grade i loved Math Class, English ETC.
Once i got my contacts i was able to see and that motivated me to want to learn again, but then i had a child and my ex would never let me see her, so i strated to get into a lot of trouble and my focus from wanting to learn was thrown off and when i reached the point i wanted to get my life together and straighten up, i was too old and it was too late...
Than i met Daniel, Judge D, from the, KOTTON MOUTH KINGS, from there, he taught me how to write my life problems into poems and music. After that it reduced all of my anger and frustration. After recording my first song, i then new what i could do to keep me out of trouble and being able to vent.
After that i came to find out that music was my true passion, and i love it more than any hobby or career i have tried throughout my life.
So then i grabed a dictionary and a math book and taught myself and went from there!!
I chose my own career and schooling and taught myself what i actually wanted to learn.
8 years later i am doing what im doing on my own now and i am more successfull than ever before.
i didn't have money for a schooling or college!!
this is what i desire..
this is my passion....
this is what im good at...
this is what i chose down the road..
THIS IS WHAT I KNOW HOW TO DO !! NOTHING ELSE!!!!
!!I HAVE THE KNOLEGE I HAVE NOW FROM LOOKING EVERYTHING UP AND STUDYING IT MYSELF!!
BY TUTORIALS BOOKS AND ETC.
AND THAN I DESINGED MY OWN CRAFT FROM THERE .